"I'm going off the rails on a crazy train"
I have this Black Sabbath song on my ipod and yet every time it plays while I'm working out I skip past it. Sometimes Ozzy scares the shit out of me. Perhaps I'm afraid of ending up a drooling, drivelling idiot like he is? Or maybe it's just this song and the fears it brings to the surface of the craziness of trying to do this thing. I'm sure that I must seem like a real yo-yo at times with my up and down feelings about the whole thing but that's just the reality of it for me right now. Today I had the most discouraging workout since the beginning. I rode for 2 hours and had absolutely no energy and no strength. I truly don't understand why as I expected to feel great after a few days off. It must be nutrition, or rest, or just plain old age. I just don't know, but it scares me!
I hope tomorrow is a better day!
I wish to dedicate day 115 to my nephew Stephen Foster. I hope I spelled your name right buddy?
“A question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or are the others crazy?”---Albert Einstein
"Some people never go crazy, What truly horrible lives they must live."---Charles Bukowski
And this one especially because I know son peter will appreciate it...
“I have a grip on reality, just not this particular one.”---Anon
love
peter
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Welcome to my universe, where "reality" is simply your perception. Dad, from this angle you might look a little like a yo-yo. Instead of changing that, I would encourage the rest of the world to tip their heads to the side, take another look. Perception is sometimes changed, just by moving around a little. If you're a yo-yo, then I'm gonna suggest you learn some cool tricks! Plus stay away from scissors... yo-yo, string, snip, snip, fall? yo-yo's without string suck!
Yes you spelled Stephen's name right and I think being a yo-yo gives you variety of perspectives. And I know I'm a few days behind(as usual), but I love all you bitches and idiots too!
By the way, I love "Crazy Train", maybe I'll put it on my mp3 player.
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